26.9.10

Hello Readers , is 8.58am going to 9am .
I am so going to write about yesterday . I never make the wrong decision :)
I love it there .
I LOVE YOU SEBASTIAN ONG ! XD He made my life seriously better than in school.
Everytime, when I go out with him , I feel so much relieve , because he alwaysmake me happy , always bring a smile with me :)I love being myself like this . This actually is
MYSELF . Nobody like it . I have to change .
Last afternoon , went to VL , search for Shawn .
He can play Jubeat . Than , I ended up becoming a noobie in Jubeat . I know I am :)
He is much more pro-er than me .
NOT FAIR !!!! Played with him for few matches . He keep treating , I cant stop HAHAHHA
After playing Jubeat , I went to church with Sebastian .
Second time to church , amazing . Is interesting. I love the songs that is sung .
Is touching . I want to become a Christine , but my daddy say I can only make my own decision at the age of 21 .
Wish me luck ! Ivy said she will help me . I'll find her . She cannotrun away de xD
Met new friends , listen to great advices :D
KOR , Dont make me like you as not a Kor horr . xD TODAY SCHEDULE IS SO MUCH AMAZING :D
Going to study later , around 7.30am with Adam at Drive Thru Mac .
Than later , afternoon , going to study with Kor they all .
They are much more fierce-r AAJJJ
I glad to know them :D
Bye ! Have to prepare for later on . :D
Tag me readers :D I love you all <3333333333333333333333
Written by CRAZYBEE
20.9.10

Hello Readers ,
Appeared there are none . Nevermind .
I gave up . I think I am changing url soon .
Please take note .
And of coz , I may not also . But blogskin . As soon , as I finished or had found quite a nice skin , I will change . :D
This week & Last week , were not a good weeks .
I have miserable life . I feel like dying that few weeks .
Can you just imagine , before walking out of your own house , you have to control yourself being scolded by parents . I get used to it and I am learning how to respect people in order to gain my respects too .
I just have to take it easy. Thought that going to school , friends will be there, cheering you up .
But that is no longer the case for me . No longer . Last time , yes . I am expecting this but, now . I need to face the fears of going to school .
Everytime & Everyday . I have to cry before going to school .
I cannot take it anymore . D;
I feel like falling down from 101th stories tall high building.
But for?
I feel like all boys are flirts now .
I am a girl that is kept under the stupid love soil , until now .
I saw a video . And I finally stick my head up and face the world .
Nobody really truly love me before .
All the boys that I stead with , they are not really loving me .
They are just getting experience from me . D:
Why ? Why do everything happened on me .
I no longer have that trust anymore .
Written by CRAZYBEE