Selfishness is always in a human body . Just that , some people know how to control it , some cannot .

Currently :
Date : 28/12/2009 (Midnight)
Mood : Tired
Listening : To fan blowing
Wishing : Red packets will be more years by years .
random : iwanttopukesuddenly


Sorry for the late post . Was very tired yesterday as I one day never sleep . Okay . I just want to post "I'M SORRY" to Samantha . Sorry for everything . Include my bad sucking attitude . Sorrry .
What had happen is that yesterday is my anniversary . Second Month . Still jave the weird weird feelings with me . I dunno how to describe so ...
Yesterday , Shu Yuan say he want to help Dao Qian to buy Poker Cards . Go until Plaza Singapura there . Headache . Then , We suppose to meet at the time 11am end up meeting him at around 1pm . Because of the early morning call from Samantha , then she come to my house . She give me clothes to wear . Is nice . Thanks Samantha . And she helped me nail polish my nails which is unbelievable . Black and white . But she is angry with me izit ? Hope that she is not .
Okay . Then , I dunno why I am angry at Bryan's House so I go home first . Hope that Sam will not die at her house yet . Hope so .
Okay . Taggies must be included .
Bye . I want to go sleep more . It is just 5.36am in the morning .
Written by CRAZYBEE

I hate crying . But when I loved you , I feel just like that . But I promise you if you let me go , I will smile until the last moment is gone .

Currently :
Date : 27/12/2009 (Midnight)
Mood : Confused ?
Listening : Have to listen to SUPER JUNIOR - MONSTER
Wishing : Happy New YEAR !
random : abbieyannjustloveyouall




HELLO EVERYONE !!!! DID YOU ALL MISS ME ???
YA . What you can see is . I trying to revive my blog to my normal self . Because of the chalet held at Downtown east . From that day onward , I went MIA .
MIA to my chalet , that time , i think .
Okay , this is my TODAY post , so i write about today first then . Today , nth much happened . Just early morning , saw Jun using Samantha's DS . He is addicted to every game he see . Then , I went to use computer . Being a lady boss , went to check the mails bla bla bla .
Then , Bryan called , told miie to go to his house . Poor thing lahh he . Injured until like that still have to act strong infront of his family . His stubbornness is indeed incredible . Then , went to his house , called Samantha for the stocks from Malaysia . In phone , I think is not clear , she want to take the notebook . Wanted to call uncle and eventually she have tuition but end up didnt go .
But I have to agree . Is really a waste of time . Spending her tuition time at Bryan's house . End up , we agree to watch movie , "Alvin And The ChipMunks 2" .
We are late for the show , so the front part we didnt catch it . Is quite alot of people . We sit at the front row since there is lesser seats aiyoo.
After the movie , I went out of the theatre , Samantha is late . Suppose to reach home at 7 plus . End up , reach home at around going to 8 . Go Yishun Interchange , wait for Bus 800 plus de. *I forgot* . Then , send her home , I go home with Bryan . Wanted to go Samantha 's hous at first . But end up . Own self , Lazy dun go le .
And btw . The MIA days is nth . Just think that I really "MIssing in Action" in my blog bahh . Some pictures to post . Of what did I did at Christams . I did not have much . I just take pictures . Is boring . Enjoy .







Later will post more , kana scolded by my father le . Cya . Gonna work . Yeah ! Today gonna meet SAM @!!!!!!! YEAH !!!
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Hate . Is stupid . Is hurting someone feeling but it is still a truth that everyone have to ACCEPT ! Is irritating , hurting , sad and making people angry . But what can we do to change people's thinking of you . What can we do ?

Currently :
Date : 12/11/2009
Mood : Sad and angry . Thinking what can i do ?
Listening : Every Music that is sad .
Wishing :EVERYONE CAN JUST GIVE ME TIME TO CHANGE AND STOP HATING ME ! PLEASE !
random : abbieyannissad.butwaddcaneveryonedo




Today , as I say I have things to do . But I still trying to write a long post . Coz I want to be nagging .
Today , wake up in the morning , very excited to go and see laogong . But yesterday , the ball is being inflated by miie by pump and other wishes is written by my neighbours , Amanda . And her brother .
Then , the next day , I wanted to deflate it to the same shape as what I have at the first place . But cant . Trying my best by one day . Yet no change . Then , have to bring the ball around . Then still need to meet laogong . But I dont want to bring that stupid ball to interrupt my day . At least not today . Then , leave home around 11 plus am .. Then , manage to see laogong. Hahahs . But I am so sorry for him to wait for miie and also walking around with me . Love him so much . ^^ Thanks !
Joanna , Joanne and all the rest AMK FD - mates all help . WOW ! Shawn is so brave and open lorr . Have to learn more learn more . Hahas .
Wishes , I was quite sad when people ignore me . And , even Uncle Philips also hate me and dun ignore me too . I want to cry . Kidding !
I peii laogong until 6 plus pm . Then , he send me home . Thanks laogong !
Alot of thanks to him and alot of people .
Let skip all those and straight to what happen just now .
Seems like I very lazy to type so much ^^
What happen just now . I dont want to write alot .
- Quarrel with Daddy AGAIN !
- Sleeep , sleeep , sleeep , sleeep .
- See message
- Posting
- Replying MSN
- Sad about all .

WANTED TO SAY THIS . TO EVERYONE . WHETHER YOU HATE ME OR NOT .

I AM SORRY , THAT YOU DONT LIKE ME . OKAY . I AM SORRY .
THAT I POSTED THIS ON MY BLOG . AND WHAT I DOING NOW IS IMPULSIVE .
BUT WHAT I WANT TO SAY IS . YOU MAY HATE ME . MAY LIKE ME . MAY DO ANYTHING TO ME .
WHAT I WANT IS ALL CARING HEARTS . FRIENDSHIP .
YES . SOMETIMES , I HATE MYSELF TOO . REALLY . BUT AFTER SEEING PEOPLE HATING ME .
MY EVERY YEAR CLASS , ALL HATED ME ONCE . I ALWAYS WANT A CHANCE TO TRY TO CHANGE .
CHANGES IS NOT SO EASY TO GET . I NEED TIME . I AM SORRY .
ALL PLEASE DONT HATE ME . I WILL CRY .

PLEASE REMEMBER I AM STILL A HUMAN-BEING . I NEED HELP .
I NEED FRIENDS . I WILL BE SAD . I WILL CRY ANYTIME IF I CANNOT CONTROL .
I WILL FALL DOWN AND NEED SOMEONE TO HOLD ME UP . PLEASE . I AM A HUMAN-BRING !
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Happiness is all around us . And when Happiness is near . You will eventually feel it .

Currently :
Date : 11 / 12 / 2009
Mood : Funny & Irritated .
Listening : My freaking brother's sound
Wish : Tomorrow all can be smooth .
random : ifeellikekissingyounow




Night Night !
Coz every night then I post mahh . Now with my brother bothering me now . Is Irritation ! OMG ! Headache .
What can I say about is today . Is sleep , sleep , sleep , sleep and sleep . Then , also at my bed with my handphone , piggy & Laogong No . 2 . Hahas . Is a teddy bear. Handphone to sms laogong . Okay lor . Sms him is like spamming smses to him . Hahas . Very tired today . Seems like nothing much happen today . Cox I just stayed at home for the one whole day . Sleeping even worst . I getting fat . OMG!
What I waiting for now . Is next day events . Will be fun . I will write alot . Just hope that I can have "pictures" . hahahs .
What going to happen tomorrow :
- Telling people to write wishes on the ball tomorrow
- FINALLY , I CAN MEET LAOGONG . AND HIS NEW HAIRSTYLES .
Think . Laogong's new hairstyle will be cute & short . I think . Will post if I have the photos . !
Taggies to keep this blog alive please !
Thanks for your typing help !
Got to go . Nights !!!!
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Guilty is a huge crime that your heart might ever take it . I will take over your life and forever let you live in a life full of guilt . Get out of it . You will find peace .

Currently :
Date : 11 Dec (Early in the morning . Just want to up-date my blog about yesterday .
Mood : Happy than suddenly go into the world of guilt .
Listening : Piano Musics
Wishing : The Library fine is not as high as I think .
random : abbieyannisverysorrysorryforthis




Sorry . Have to so late post . And it is the next day already . Sorry . Hahas .
What happen yesterday is just simple case . Waiting & walking .
Yesterday events :
- Laogong come back le !
- I have briefing at ViVo nearby .

About the laogong coming back that event . I at first wanted to go to the airport to see aeroplane then maybe will see Laogong . But then I glad I did not . ^^ Coz after my briefing , around 9 plus then i went to the central coffee shop to buy food , then he sms miie saying that he haven even get down of the plane yet . O . I wonder ^^.
My briefing is a sian 1 . Nothing to do . Just brief what will happen that day , wad time must reach there .
I saw GS ( Laura ) and Angel .
What do we do at there . And sway sway is AMK Hub . I have to face the "strangers" to ask them to sign & write their wishes on the ball and put it to the air , I think . During the last day of 2009 . = 31st December 2009 . I think . Hahahs . Abit dun dare now .
I miss laogong so much . Finally no need to miss him le .
I WILL NOT EVER BORROW A BOOK USING FRIENDS CARD . NEVER !
coz , when he come back , he received a letter saying I overdue quite a period of time , then he asked miie got return ? If got then he need to pay the fine only . I already have the plan of helping him to pay th fine while I pay mine too .
What I want to say to laogong is :
I AM VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY ABOUT THIS . I PROMISE TO MYSELF , THAT I WILL NOT EVER BORROW USING ANYONE CARDS ANYMORE !
Got to go . I know is early in the morning . But I want to go sleep . Didnt feel good because I never update my blog for two days le . Hahas .
Takecare & TAGGIES !
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Dancing is one of the maths physical question . You have to dance as training it to perfect your steps . Just like Maths . Practice make Perfect !

Currently :
Date : 09/12/2009 (Posting 08/12/2009 de.)
Mood : Tired .
Listening : "How I wish I am listening to all songs .
Wishing : I can go to Australia with you .
random : abbieyannisaverytalkativegirl!




Sorry for the late posting . Just want to post something about yesterday . Coz yesterday came home very tired . Went to my parents' bed then kana chased to my bed . That why . I sleep after I reach home . What happen yesterday is .
- I buy New clothes . (1 only)
- On the rush going to the CONCERT "Smile from within" .
- Go with Dominic .
- Take MRT with Xiao Yi .
Yesterday is okay . Fun as usual . Is with the insane and of coz with our maintaining joker with us . Is hard to not to SMILE !!!
Finn & Miss Nadhirah is one of the performers of the concert . Finn was one of the modern dance while Miss Nadhirah is one of the Malay Dance .
The concert rox with some of the show by the more hip-hop styles dancing there . NICE ! They can dance so well . But pity . I kana caught while taking pictures . Sorry lorr . I forget I cannot take pictures . =.="" But Khalidah managed to get some . Fair mahh !?!?!? But nevermind . I just think the concert is coool . Never regretted going there .
At the beginning :
- Was at A CHoo Yiyi 's house around 5 plus . Went home to change . Xiao Yi was waiting for me since we are taking the same MRT . Just 1 stand apart . We take the same MRT at the same time . With Dominic . He is so quiet !
Than after we went down . Walk & search for the "Republic Polytechnic" . But end up always later than Khalidah & Agnes. They are like going to kill us . Hard time to find . And the place is so big . Siiiiaaaann . Feeel like growing up fast . So , I can try on the adults' life . Going to so "BIG" school with you own home clothes . Hahas . !
Than , when the concert ended . All pairs go different roads . Dominic with me , walking to causeway point , than he say he want to walk around there to waste time . Okay . Reach home around 11 ++ pm .!!!
Still wondering whether want to go or not. I think I will reject coz I very tired lorr . Please Understand this . Jasmine . Coz yesterday concert ended late and my friend want miie to waste time walking around Causeway Point .
Written by CRAZYBEE

Carelessness today was caused . And is gone . And when i realize it . Is already gone out of this world .

Currently :
Date : 07/12/2009
Mood : Angry (Because becoming fatter)
Listening : Piano Music
Wishing : I will be chio one day .
random : iammarriedtoyoutoday




WOW . Today , I was posting this at a so early time , normally I will post when the clock going to stroke 12 or maybe after it . Today is not even near . I think is because that today I sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep . Really becoming PIG ! Tomorrow dont wish to go exercise with Jasmine yet . Maybe go there say "sorry" and give back the book she want .
I was bored at home . Totally on bed today . No one sms me . No one chat with me . Want to online shopping but I really love my real gan-mummy = Kaka Auntie . SHe is the one who dote on me so much . With her the one whole day . LOVE HER !
Mummy not at home . And when I look around my own house . I hate my first house . Is so dirty , messy , stuff around , things that is so much . Ants crawling and I really dunno what is beneath everything . I really hate my house . I cnnt even have my own room . Have to share that with my brother . What is this ! Wanted to change this before my "O" level come . Which is means either when I am at the age at 16 or 17 . I going to change this house to the way I want . I hope this will happen as I am quite a lazy girl . Have to become more girl sometimes .
Didnt use the com much today . Mostly , my brother snatch it away . Use it the whole day .
Nothing to write .
Just stalk & Tagg okies ? ^_^

Taggies Reply :
AbbieYann ~ bonbonzxc = I will stalk and try to spam okay ?

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A new Baby had been born to the world today . Let say "Happy Living In This World" to this baby .

Currently :
Date : 06/12/2009
Mood : Sad become high.
Listening : Sad Songs
Wishing : I will be married to you someday .
random : ireallylovetotreasureyou!




Wake up late today morning . Jasmine waiting for me at Bishan Swimming pool . Rush all my way with all the things and rish out the house and spend $5 on the way going to Bishan Swimming complex . I was like wondering why so expensive . and today spend $10 on everything . My diet lunch . and all other things . Seems like I going to have a lunchbox is much more saving and healthy . So settled , I am going to have lunchbox for next year school days .
Swim for awhile , but talk alot . But I still prefer alone exercising . Is better . I can do long long coz no one beside me mah . I not sure lorr . Than , after swimming , I want to go study maths , dunno how to do maths , ask Jas . But ask not more than 1 question lorr . Than, i go read other book le. Sian , really prefer alone le . All this kind . Alone is the best .
Went home , Mummy went Malaysia le . She keep cannot put down all the things here . But really need her here coz I cannot handwash my clothes . D:
Just received a email saying my cousin , Big Brother is having a new baby . A new baby born to this world le . Jiayou le . My dear niece / nephew . :D
SO BORED .
Than sleeep the whole day like a pig .


Cute right . ? Hahas .
Miss Laogong so much . Less than 4 more days . I can received his message .
YEAH ! Have to go because nothing to write . So TAGGIES !

Taggies Reply :
AbbieYann ~ bonbonzxc = Okay . I tag le .
Must tagg more .


AbbieYann ~ Christy Jie = Anything too lorr ^_^

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Shopping , shop while we can . But after money used up . We have to go through hard work again .

Currently :
Date : 05/12/2009 (midnight)
Mood : Happy , excited , Sad than go Waiting mode .
Listening : Korea Songs
Wishing : I can have alot of friends going for the chalet
random : icongratzyou



WOW . I just wake up and saw Jun Meng sitting infront of the computer while I just notice that I have spent my night with my sofa in the living room , think I was disturbed by Jun Meng's SA ( Sudden Attack ) , think I really know why is called sudden attack le . Because Is really a attack that is very sudden . He just met a hacker , and keep getting "headshots" even less than 1 mins . Trying to banned and kick out also cannot . And Making me stomachache is he keep saying "walau ehh" . Stay there until cannot walk . LOL .
Than , finish all my basic stuffs , wanted to use my com , he keep dunwant to give . Than , only can use after 1145 . KO . Than , he is in a rush after getting a called from Auntie Jo . Rush all the way through . Friend come up to fetch him . I finally can shout Horray but than use until a while . Not even a while , Mummy came back and say she want to go to "Robinsons" with Daddy . Thinking for the sake of shopping , give up my bleach episodes and followed them . Went there shopping , end up at SINGAPORE PLAZA , than mummy got free lunch at the nearby food court . OKay lahh . The food is okay . Than , not awhile , got alot of CHURCH teens, from "HOPE" , i think came in . Than , chat with Auntie , about getting to Australia studies bla bla bla . Find out than every sat , there is always birthdays going on . WTH !
Than , went to search for "ROBINSONS" . Walk quite long . Shop not too much . All so expensive . Bought a dress cost $139 . Than got 15% discount and plus have $100 voucher . Than , daddy only pay $18++ . Hahas .
Than went home , because of Junmeng .
On the way home , shop again at AMK HUB . But end up my $19.90 gone . Should be my dad one . OMG ! Hate that time . Damn sad . D:
Have to go . Bye ! TAGGIES PLEASE ! :D

I LOVE DADDY & LAOGONG ! *MUACKS*
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Sick is one of the sign that you need the care of the loves one .

Currently :
Date : 04/12/2009
Mood : Tired & Weak & Sick
Listening : Nothing
Wishing : Lose 1 kilograms TOMORROW !
random : ineedyoueveryday



In love with BLEACH !!!

Just wake up . Came back saw my brother eyes and body sticking to the computer . Playing the stupid game , MapleStory . Addicted to it le him .
I feel sick , while I am just writing this . With the angers added by LOKEJUNMENG . My Freaking Brother ! Always because of him , than I quarrel with my father . SICK . REALLY SICK .
It at night . Today , was a bless . During the choir session , I improve quite alot and quite surprise . Manage to Sing with Li Qi . Solo . YEAH ! IMPROVE ALOT ! Haven die yet . Hahas . But still have alot to learn hahas .
Wake up around 09 pm . Feeel sick , really sick . Hot warm body added to my body . Post to un-date the blog .
Okay . Fever plus I still cheong anime . Feeling very pain right now .
I go rest first . TAGGIES PLEASE !

Tagg reply :
AbbieYann ~ Suvene = Hahas . I not sure worhh . Just like sisters , than be lorr ^_^

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Birthday wishes are not meant to be said only . You have to fulfill it yourself .

Currently :
Date : 04/12/2009
Mood : Tired , Full-ness and dont wish to go choir .
Listening : Bleach Songs
Wishing : I will not die in choir room later on .
random : happybirthdaytoyou



HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY TO EDELINE .

I dont think I know her very well . Just a friend . But since is a friend , Friend's birthday is meant to be remember by all the friends right ? I just want to give my blessing to her . And hope you will get all your wishes come true . Good Luck .
*Brother peeping behind*
Such a yucking boy . Okay . Got to go for my CHOIR SESSION . I might just die there . Today , should be my funeral , I dying in choir room . ^_^

Taggies is a MUST !
Written by CRAZYBEE

Truth hurts always . Even if it with your close friends . Accept it .

Currently :
Date :03/10/09 (Midnight)
Mood : Tired . Stress . Uncomfortable .
Listening : Any Piano Musics
Wishing : All will be in fairytales world .
ramdom : ihateyoulokejunmeng







Sorry for the late posting . It was because of my Brother interruption , Internet connection making me go crazy . Stress about everything . But not totally everything that happen today . Just some .
Today , no need to remind . I did not kill off my plan . Just that , morning , waken up by Khalidah's message . Reminding miie to go to AMK Hub . I was just wake up and have to rush there in a "blink of eye" . It did not happen that fast . Hahas . Went there , buy tickets . Slowly walk in . And realize that "Am I walking so fast ?" But we still manage to sit in for quite a early moment . Popcorn was like half done when the advertisment is not even shown . Just black screen . AGnes was in the middle , Jacket on . Advertisment on the screen . Finally . 3 of us waiting for the movie that we waited so long to start .
In the theater , while watching "NEW MOON" . I now really think that I really in love with


Yes . Taylor Lautner as Jacob in the movie . I feel hurt , heart-broken for him . But still he in the end will still be guarding Belle . Lucky her dude . Really Lucky her .
I IN LOVE WITH TAYLOR LAUTNER .
Movie last around 2 hours plus . After that , Khalidah & Agnes , They went to VIVO or BUGIS . Dunno . While , I slowly take my time to school for choir .

Choir , today . for miie . Is really sulking . Sux . Making miie cry . School song rehersal for the orientation . End up , to my very big surprise , SATB out .
Sops sing the melody . Always . Never change yet . Alto , when I in . Sing the different tone , which is quite a challenge to miie . Sectionals , taken by Eleanor . Altos group sing . I am still okay with it . Until , SOLO . Hate it . Repeating Repeating again and again and again . Making miie sick & feel like crying .
O ya . On the way to school or maybe when I am in the school , say Jeanna , Jiawen & Rachel . They just ended their VB . But come back to play more . Which , I cannot join as they are playing foootball .
Okay . Went home at around 5 plus . Stay in choir room for awhile . Maybe thinking how to die tomorrow choir .

Thinking about going to Overseas study . Discuss with laogong le . Throu MSN .
Daddy too . He say is good to be INDEPENDENT . Now . Saving , Studying & Love from everyone that I love the most is really important to miie right now D:
It night time . Have to go sleep . And prepare for tomorrow dying session . Bye !
Taggies is still a must .


TAGGIES REPLY
YANN ~ SUVENE = RELAX . I PUT OREADY . COZ I LAZY WRITE LAHH . I GO ACCORDING ABC LAHH . GIVE MIIE YOUR URL AT LEAST . SO I WILL LINK YOU .
YANN ~ TO ALL = THANKS FOR THE TAGGIES !!!
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MEMORIES CAN BE DIFFERENT . IN OUR HEARTS . BAD MEMORIES ARE THERE ALWAYS WITH THE GOOD MEMORIES . THIS IS THE TRUTH THAT CANNOT BE CHANGE

Currently :
Date : 2/11/2009
Mood : Tired & Missing
Listening : Party in the USA
Wishing : Clique will not forget miie .
ramdom : iloveyousomuch

Yesterday , I should have start the plan than I plan in my planner . End up , I kill it.
Waking up so late .
Want to chat with Laogong .
And want to watch BLEACH .


Was bored that time . No choice . Plus no one was there to accompany me . I just give up . But now , than I realise one very important thing . I BECOME REAL FAT IF I CONTINUE TO BE THIS LAZY !!!!
Was , really sad . D:

Than , today . wanted to go do my daily exercise . End up , my monthly friend come today . It giving me the creeps . :X
Skip today tooo .
And I telling myself not to do anything today .
Killing myself is it ? Hahas .

What I want for tomorrow .
-Follow Plan .
-Smooth trip .
-At least minus A KILOGRAM !!!!

Today , was alone at home the whole afternoon . Brother went to the hospital to take injection , since he did not take it when he is suppose to take it in school . Make until so troublesome . Mum bring him .
Alone , watching BLEACH until QianYu called . ANd told me that go her house to take the clothes she dunwant it .
Went there , by walking . Go back by Bus .
WOW . Have to admit that , QY have a alot of clothes . Now , she throw to me . Wow .
Hahas . Wanting to change my "boys" habit , so have to learn abit from her . Hahas .
Went home , with 2 packets of clothes filled up .
Still using my computer , watching anime the whole day long . In love le .
Now , planning for something .
Tomorrow , watch-ing NEW MOON with Insane6s .
Love them & Laogong .
Have to go . Have to sleep early for tomorrow jogging .
Bye ^_^
Taggies is a must !!!
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