Hello Readers , is 8.58am going to 9am .
I am so going to write about yesterday . I never make the wrong decision :)
I love it there .
I LOVE YOU SEBASTIAN ONG ! XD

He made my life seriously better than in school.
Everytime, when I go out with him , I feel so much relieve , because he alwaysmake me happy , always bring a smile with me :)I love being myself like this . This actually is MYSELF . Nobody like it . I have to change .

Last afternoon , went to VL , search for Shawn .
He can play Jubeat . Than , I ended up becoming a noobie in Jubeat . I know I am :)
He is much more pro-er than me . NOT FAIR !!!!
Played with him for few matches . He keep treating , I cant stop HAHAHHA

After playing Jubeat , I went to church with Sebastian .
Second time to church , amazing . Is interesting. I love the songs that is sung .
Is touching . I want to become a Christine , but my daddy say I can only make my own decision at the age of 21 .
Wish me luck ! Ivy said she will help me . I'll find her . She cannotrun away de xD
Met new friends , listen to great advices :D

KOR , Dont make me like you as not a Kor horr . xD

TODAY SCHEDULE IS SO MUCH AMAZING :D
Going to study later , around 7.30am with Adam at Drive Thru Mac .
Than later , afternoon , going to study with Kor they all .
They are much more fierce-r AAJJJ
I glad to know them :D

Bye ! Have to prepare for later on . :D
Tag me readers :D I love you all <3333333333333333333333
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Hello Readers ,
Appeared there are none . Nevermind .
I gave up . I think I am changing url soon .
Please take note .
And of coz , I may not also . But blogskin . As soon , as I finished or had found quite a nice skin , I will change . :D

This week & Last week , were not a good weeks .
I have miserable life . I feel like dying that few weeks .
Can you just imagine , before walking out of your own house , you have to control yourself being scolded by parents . I get used to it and I am learning how to respect people in order to gain my respects too .
I just have to take it easy. Thought that going to school , friends will be there, cheering you up .
But that is no longer the case for me . No longer . Last time , yes . I am expecting this but, now . I need to face the fears of going to school .
Everytime & Everyday . I have to cry before going to school .
I cannot take it anymore . D;

I feel like falling down from 101th stories tall high building.
But for?

I feel like all boys are flirts now .
I am a girl that is kept under the stupid love soil , until now .
I saw a video . And I finally stick my head up and face the world .
Nobody really truly love me before .
All the boys that I stead with , they are not really loving me .
They are just getting experience from me . D:
Why ? Why do everything happened on me .
I no longer have that trust anymore .
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I WANT TO CHANGE! I REALLY WANT!

I want to change. Not for you , not for my friends. Is for myself. Is that possible .
I want to change myself to a girl that people will want to learn from.
I want to be the girl that have nice figure but not a figure people keep saying fat.
I want to be the girl that have nice study plan and ended up with good results .
I want to be the girl that only used her own money to learn and used in things that she want to .
Is it possible ?
I really hope that will happen after this year .


I set my this year December Holidays's aim, targets && Changes.
I will do it , according to the plan that I did . I maybe doing it with Meryl :)
I CANNOT QUIT OR GIVE UP ANYMORE !

I cannot find any excuse anymore. I want my future to be good.
I want my future to be the best that I can have. I want to have alot of good things. I believe I can do it . I am hard worker. I want to show off my talents, the talents I have. The experiences with my future generation . :D

I WILL NOT BE IN RELATIONSHIP ANYMORE!

I want to try living without boys' world . :D

Just came back from Shawn's house.
His house having some kind of event . Is bored , but I managed to know Finn's sister. She had become my study motivation girl xD
HAHAHAHAH!

Today is fun . Played Jubeat with Jeanna :D
Fun ! I improved. When I play-ed jubeat , I starting to be obsessed in it and missing Sebas Kor :D
Saw Suvene & Huishan . Both have stead liao lorr D:
I am left out ! NEVERMIND ! :D

Endyear is coming .
Good luck to me :D

If I changed , I will not be the girl that you saw. I swear !
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MY MEMORY STICK IS FULL !

My handphone , I cannot take photos . D: NO ZiLian Days. I cannot get use to it . D:
I think is because my musics, it is starting to make my memory stick full. =.="
What should I do . Is it to my photos or musics or others ?
Confused D:

By the way . I ♥ GLENDA & VIVI ! THEY MAKE ME GET OVER IT !

What they wrote in Cbox, make me think alot .
And , I really need to get over it because there are nothing for me to think of now except for Studies . VIVI arhh, I got complains say that you can study but you dontwant , you kept playing.
YOU WANT DIE ARHH !! Must do well . Cannot regret you know :)
Study hard MEI :D
I can study with you :D

Last night , went to AMKSS than went to hub than went back to AMKPS .
All because of same event . Lantern Festive .
AMPS is Family Night , AMKSS is The celebration .
I know , I can go , I dont want to go there . I was like wearing tube dress and Meryl wore causal . I feel like an extra person standing there COA ~~~!!! They will think . So , went Hub to search for Shawn , we went up , he went down =.="""
Meet Kenna & Jeremy Ng :)
Kenna see miie , start to kill me like a chicken =.=
Speechless , I only know , my back has an hand print there . RED IN COLOUR !

Went back to Primary school, I am bored to the death D:
But one thing that I done is I start to slack-ed a place full of memories .
For full 2 years , I kept seeing the same place and now 2 years have passed, I love that place , when is at night . Is so peaceful :D
That is where year 2008, Class 6F is .
The classroom is locked , so went to the balcony beside.
Sit there with Jeremy . Heart to Heart talk .
After that ,
Sorry Kenna . Make you believe in my words .
We went to swing and slacked there until 10pm .
10pm sharp, we went off . Jeremy sent me home.
Went to Sheng Siong , was being disturb-ed . Jeremy thought is his fault HAHAHAH

Home sweet home and than to my bed and go and meet my Prince in my Dreams :D
Today , going to practice dance with YingYing , Jeanna & Finn . Hope to finish the dance ASAP . I want to slim down .
My tummy fat !!!!!

Replying Tags :D

- Glenda : Hey jie. Don't be sad because of that okay. Of course you'll feel hurt. But after awhile, please remember that you still have others like me to stand behind you always. No matter what your decisions are. Iloveyou and I don't want you to be upset. So stay happy okay? Any problems can come and talk to me. I'll be there for you always. Cheer up sister.

= Takobee : Hey ! Sister . Thanks for the encouragement .
You & Vivienne , really make me think alot . I no longer think about things like this le.
Thanks for always standing at my side . Supporting miie when I am about to fall. I reallyreally appreciate that :D
I will be cheering up SIS . THANKYOU! ♥♥♥♥♥


= Takobee : Vivi , I will always be the hyper Abbie. Dont hate me kay :D &&&&&
Thanks for the wonderful tags :D


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I'm starting to talk to myself .
I feel like writing this blog to someone , but definitely not myself . I am starting to lose interest in writing to myself as no one will come and bother to read my sickening and ugly blog.
WHo will I write to than :)

Today, didnt went to Choir's rehearsal until 5pm.
Slacked the whole day in ITLR2 , watching paradise kiss. This anime is not nice. D:
When , I went back with Shirley, we ended up being tenor 1 . =.="""
I hate it !
I dont want . IS so hard !!!

Today , after choir . Search for Meryl.
Ended up at her house downstair. Saw her future going to be stead , they are holding hands. :D

My heart is still aching , I cannot get over it yet .
I dont think I will be in another relationship until I really know what does love means.
On the way to her house, I saw the route , A memorable route.
It bought back my memories D: Sad memories .

When I passed by the route . My memories just flash-ed by. I stood there like a idiot and start to take a photo of this route and when I realised , I am alone walking. Every steps that I walked or stepped on, it hurts more.

Nevermind, I trying my best to get over this .
Finally , Choir Stand down .
Jiayou for everyone's ENDYEAR!




I freaking love this show .
I am waiting for EP 6 ! They finally kissed officially . :D
Waiting for it !
This kind of thing , if it can be happened to me . I dont really mind :D
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HELLO! Readers !
Update-tion. :D
Please comment down your thinking of my new blogskin.
Every blogskin of mine, is always temporarily because I just want to try a new skin once a while :)

Recently , is my second month . Oh! Ex-second month .
MY HAPPINESS STARTS AT 14072010 , IT ENDED AT 14092010
I no longer his . So guys , stop saying his matter infront of me kay ?
I just worried that I cannot take it ): ， I think I cant.
So, now only studies can make me crazy .
JUBEAT & CLUBBING CRAZY RECENTLY .
WITH SEBASTIAN KOR :D
Sometimes, I just feeel better, sometimes , I just feel like screaming my heart out.

Choir Perfomance sux to the crazy max .
Hate it !
Dont wish to try another time because I hate it ! Seriously .
I no longer want to try D:
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I dont know how to tell you this already
I lost all my courage when I see you .




" I lost all my courage just by facing you . I want to tell you this but I cannot.
I scared that you and I will be quarreling . I dont want our relationship to be broken . But , is it okay to tell you this . Can you dont be angry this time round. I must learn not to give in already right ?"



Today , Teachers'Day .
Bored to death.
I was at home until Apple came to find me . Than , we went to VL . I want to play JUBEAT . But I forgotten how to play le . I like 1 year plus never play le .
Is long lehh . Now the machine had change to sth shyt . I want to learn how to play.

Bored .
Just that today is a bored day . Now , gotto go . I think I'll change myskin .
I dont know.
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