12.12.09
Hate . Is stupid . Is hurting someone feeling but it is still a truth that everyone have to ACCEPT ! Is irritating , hurting , sad and making people angry . But what can we do to change people's thinking of you . What can we do ?
Date : 12/11/2009
Mood : Sad and angry . Thinking what can i do ?
Listening : Every Music that is sad .
Wishing :EVERYONE CAN JUST GIVE ME TIME TO CHANGE AND STOP HATING ME ! PLEASE !
random : abbieyannissad.butwaddcaneveryonedo
Today , as I say I have things to do . But I still trying to write a long post . Coz I want to be nagging .
Today , wake up in the morning , very excited to go and see laogong . But yesterday , the ball is being inflated by miie by pump and other wishes is written by my neighbours , Amanda . And her brother .
Then , the next day , I wanted to deflate it to the same shape as what I have at the first place . But cant . Trying my best by one day . Yet no change . Then , have to bring the ball around . Then still need to meet laogong . But I dont want to bring that stupid ball to interrupt my day . At least not today . Then , leave home around 11 plus am .. Then , manage to see laogong. Hahahs . But I am so sorry for him to wait for miie and also walking around with me . Love him so much . ^^ Thanks !
Joanna , Joanne and all the rest AMK FD - mates all help . WOW ! Shawn is so brave and open lorr . Have to learn more learn more . Hahas .
Wishes , I was quite sad when people ignore me . And , even Uncle Philips also hate me and dun ignore me too . I want to cry . Kidding !
I peii laogong until 6 plus pm . Then , he send me home . Thanks laogong !
Alot of thanks to him and alot of people .
Let skip all those and straight to what happen just now .
Seems like I very lazy to type so much ^^
What happen just now . I dont want to write alot .
- Quarrel with Daddy AGAIN !
- Sleeep , sleeep , sleeep , sleeep .
- See message
- Posting
- Replying MSN
- Sad about all .
WANTED TO SAY THIS . TO EVERYONE . WHETHER YOU HATE ME OR NOT .
I AM SORRY , THAT YOU DONT LIKE ME . OKAY . I AM SORRY .
THAT I POSTED THIS ON MY BLOG . AND WHAT I DOING NOW IS IMPULSIVE .
BUT WHAT I WANT TO SAY IS . YOU MAY HATE ME . MAY LIKE ME . MAY DO ANYTHING TO ME .
WHAT I WANT IS ALL CARING HEARTS . FRIENDSHIP .
YES . SOMETIMES , I HATE MYSELF TOO . REALLY . BUT AFTER SEEING PEOPLE HATING ME .
MY EVERY YEAR CLASS , ALL HATED ME ONCE . I ALWAYS WANT A CHANCE TO TRY TO CHANGE .
CHANGES IS NOT SO EASY TO GET . I NEED TIME . I AM SORRY .
ALL PLEASE DONT HATE ME . I WILL CRY .
PLEASE REMEMBER I AM STILL A HUMAN-BEING . I NEED HELP .
I NEED FRIENDS . I WILL BE SAD . I WILL CRY ANYTIME IF I CANNOT CONTROL .
I WILL FALL DOWN AND NEED SOMEONE TO HOLD ME UP . PLEASE . I AM A HUMAN-BRING !
Written by CRAZYBEE
