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2.2.10

What am I going to do ?






Hello . Readers .
This is Abbie . Sorry for being so "formal" .... suddenly .
Just want to write something .
By writing in my blog. It hurts miie sometimes .
Really hurts .

Anyone of you fall in love and then easily give up him/her ?
Anyone once love a guy/girl so much , you can spend a lifetime to wait for them ?
Anyone had your love fly away to another girl/boy ?
Anyone is no hurt by love before ?

Okay . People that know miie & I know them may say I am crazy cause I not suppose to be like that because of a finale that I do not want .
Because of a dream I can ever dream to get it and I let it go .
And I write this post .
I think I really crazy this time .
I have mixed feelings .
I am confused everytime .

Let me tell you a story . But then this story .
Alot of people will say is stupid .

A normal girl will like any boys she saw .
Any sweet , cute , handsome guy will make her heart move .
And then she fall in love .
One day , she joined a CLUB . Called _ _ _ _ _ . With one her friends .
When she join , he is already there . Always stealing the limelight .
Because of his height . He is always stealing it .
As she said , normal girl . Fall in love easily .

She is a shy girl suddenly .
Dont know what to say and dunno when to be talkative .
She can be very chatty . But then this time , she is not anymore .

The girl still remembered .
The day she talked to him .
It was the day that she was doing something with 1 year older senior .
It was during Lantern Festival . Preparation . CIP Points are given .
It was then the first time talking to him .
*Laugh out loud*
She that time, is not very in love with him .
Then , they became friends .
Just F R I E N D S


A few months had passed .

Wanted his number and he seems like he can read people minds sometime .
He took her phone and said : "Hey , I take your number orhh ?"
Surprisingly . Amazing .
He have it .
They are talking on air .
No . is on phone .

He asked . He really asked ! :D:DD:D:D:D

She had being asked for a relationship .
ASKED . OMG .
I think she jump up high ?

A sweet memories started on the day .
When is the day ???
O . 28/October/____

Memories just being made until she have a problem .
And she promise that she will face it with him .
But then she didn't .
Does not meant that she dun want .
Does not meant that she hope she can cope it on her own .
Is because , she have NO CHOICE .

May she asked why ? I am asking you for her behalf .
She cannot ask why right ?
She have to breakup with him , the guy she love so much .
Until that point , now she is thinking , she shouldn't have let go at the first place . All this can be avoid . Just by one word . Can cause everything to be spoil .



This is story is so ...... erm ......
TROUBLESOME , ANNOYING .
After I read it . I hate the girl . I will like a boy like that .
I really hate the girl .
And finally meet her . And she told me to write this to someone on her behalf .
I dun wish to write name .
I feel heartbroken for her siia .


"Hello ,
Do you still remember me ?
Do you still the memories I have with you ?
I think you have . I think .
Memories that once so sweet and then is just buried officially .
Buried into 2 person heart .

Is not an easy task to give up .
I am trying my best to keep you .
But then , I unable to do it .
Hating that person that make me give up does not give me anything back .
Hating you give me nothing in gain . But hurt .
I decided not to hate or blame .
Who and What I can blame is MYSELF .
Nothing can change right ?

I MANAGE NOT TO CRY .
I MANAGE TO GET OFF FROM THIS WORLD OF TEARS.
I WANT TO GO TO YOUR WORLD .
BUT THEN , I CANNOT .
THERE IS NO LONGER , A BUS OF YOURS WILL COME TO MY STOP TO COME AND FETCH ME .
THERE IS NO LONGER , FOR ME TO GET ON , AND SIT PEACEFULLY .
THAT BUS IS ONLY FOR ONE PERSON . ONE VERY SPECIAL PERSON TO HIM .
I AM NO LONGER THAT SPECIAL GIRL .
I AM ONCE BEING . I AM HAPPY ENOUGH TO SAY .

TEARS JUST BOUGHT ME BACK .
AND I TOLD SOMETHING TO MYSELF .
FORGET HIM & THE MEMORIES .

I JUST WANT TO SAY TO HIM .

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .

( 8 letters . 3 words . 1 meaning . )

I failed my task for not loving you .
And memories are suppose to be remembered all the time .
Is depends on time , who know what will happen .




I am back :D
This is the story I talking about .
SO readers , go and think what suggestion you can give to this girl .
She need comments .
No matter is what type . Any suggestion .
:D

Tag your answer :D

So , I have to go .
Go to school . Good morning .
ANd see you next time :D

Written by CRAZYBEE

03-10-2010 , FRIENDS THAT IS THERE , YOU ROXS ! ♥ (xD)


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