FUCK ME! SCREW ME! WHY AM I SO STUPID ?! :(

I hate today , especially at the afternoon.
I hate it officially .
Seriously, why am I so STUPID!
Baby went to the Badminton final. I can go . Why I dont go !
I can go but I so silly go and reject it ! Now baby go , I cannot go .
Heartpain ttm !
Walk home with the pain in my heart . Tears keep wanting to flow down .
It hurts ttm . Really :(
I always wonders why you choose me , seriously . I SO STUPID! I always make you angry but still why do you choose me.
I love you but I just hate myself for being so Stupid! :(


Before going to school , meet Baby . Hug him so many times :D
He demand a 1 min kiss . LOL . But we only kiss 40 plus seconds bahh :P I laugh at during kiss de .
He was doing his maths worksheet , the worksheet looks so familiar .
Went to school , ICT , My group finally done with the work . Poor Jiawen , their group havebn even do a single thing.

While, I was thinking Why do Baby&Me's 2nd month come so long .
I feel like hugging them .
During VE lesson , Watching aborting baby video .
Fucking cruel ! Fuck the doctors that agree to help them, the video is like showing an ultrasound on how the baby is being cut into pieces.
And they still want to use the thing , to squash the head .
I cried . I feel like hugging BABY that time . If I have baby , even at a young age *touch wood ! , I will not even want to kill my own baby .
That why , I will only have baby at a legal age . I swear !

Choir , was quite fun . Baby came at such a late time , but he still gave me the file. Love him .
Release at 5.30pm , because alot of people going to the match . Which is the badminton. I can go but ended up . FUCK! I dontwant to say .

HEARTPAIN TTM :( !

TEARS :'(
Written by CRAZYBEE