20.9.10
Hello Readers ,
Appeared there are none . Nevermind .
I gave up . I think I am changing url soon .
Please take note .
And of coz , I may not also . But blogskin . As soon , as I finished or had found quite a nice skin , I will change . :D
This week & Last week , were not a good weeks .
I have miserable life . I feel like dying that few weeks .
Can you just imagine , before walking out of your own house , you have to control yourself being scolded by parents . I get used to it and I am learning how to respect people in order to gain my respects too .
I just have to take it easy. Thought that going to school , friends will be there, cheering you up .
But that is no longer the case for me . No longer . Last time , yes . I am expecting this but, now . I need to face the fears of going to school .
Everytime & Everyday . I have to cry before going to school .
I cannot take it anymore . D;
I feel like falling down from 101th stories tall high building.
But for?
I feel like all boys are flirts now .
I am a girl that is kept under the stupid love soil , until now .
I saw a video . And I finally stick my head up and face the world .
Nobody really truly love me before .
All the boys that I stead with , they are not really loving me .
They are just getting experience from me . D:
Why ? Why do everything happened on me .
I no longer have that trust anymore .
Written by CRAZYBEE
